Trust Issues

Trust issues.

I'm scared of this generation. One day it's "I love you" and the next day it's "I'm not sure anymore about us". They're quick to jump in a new relationship just after another when I need forever to find someone I could legitimately love. I'm scared to fall in love. Really. The kind of love which makes you investing your time, energy, and soul into their life and discover one day that it's over. I'm scared to fall so deeply in love I won't be able to recover from the pain of the breakup. The kind of pain you never completely heal from. I'm scared to die alone. But it's nothing compared to my fear of being in love with the wrong person. Truth is, you won't know who's the wrong and who's the right one. But I do know, no matter what, I'll love these persons the same. I'm scared to fall in love again. This is why I have trust issues.